Blessed To See 19

Nearing the end of 2018, my path was carved out so beautifully that I couldn't have created or imagined a better set up for going into 2019. I felt that I was finally stepping into the essence of who I was and wanted to be. The last few months of 2018 were a very trying time in my life that would become very pivotal in my progression as a person. I truly fell in love with myself. The worth and value that I knew I had, became so evident, it was as if I looked to the sky and the sun was shining right into my eyes. I could now see. I saw the depths of me; the parts of me that were covered by fear. I began to reflect and recognize the things that were keeping me from stepping into my full potential. I had undergone a physical change, cutting off my hair. So, I was forced to look in the mirror and be left alone with the purest form of me. I no longer had anything to hide behind. This physical change was merely a reflection of the shift occurring within; knowing who Raven is. I was able to reach a place where I was happy and comfortable with myself and continually discovered new things. 

Going into 2019, I set goals that I wanted to become a reality. I implemented changes that I wanted to become habits, and I wanted them to become a part of the preparation for fulfilling my purpose. 2019 has come with a whirlwind of changes; My perceptions of life truly changed in a matter of seconds. I got comfortable being in my own space, and I got to the point where I am becoming comfortable in being uncomfortable. I would have never imagined what would take place in my life just within the first two weeks of the new year. I turned 19! Then, the next morning lost one of the closest people to me. Losing my grandmother truly shocked my world. I am learning a new normal. However, the transformation that was occurring within me prepared me for such a life-changing situation. I was at peace. My faith has been tested and I am proud to say that I continue to be joyful and have faith. I know God is doing amazing work in me, and the best part is that it is not over! My journey is merely beginning. I continue to strive for joy, peace, and love every day. Love within myself and for my Lord. 

I was looking down at what I have overcome, and look up to see where I am headed. What the future has for me is one that I am excited to step into. My present is just setting up the foundation for what is to come. I am truly blessed to see 19.

Love,
Raven Renee

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